Love is Life

So Random

2012-02-01T21:41:00.001+07:00

Last night was a weird night wew....
It's just a night full of sensitive questions and sensitive statements huh... Kalo diinget-inget bener2 malam yg sangat random...

Lega sih lega, senang sih senang.. Tapi berasa bermain api banget..
Jujur-jujuran boleh sih, percaya kok tetep.. But I wont't trust any body 100%... Hahaha gatau kenapa mungkin gw telah belajar dari pengalaman hidup..

Perkataan emang manis didengar tapi baru akan membahagiakan ketika benar-benar diwujudkan.. Seriously I'm so tired of LIES.. Cuma berharap deh kalo apa yang gw denger kemaren itu benar, tapi seandainya bohong ya mw gimana juga yaaaaa.. Tetep bersyukur juga udah dibuat happy sesaat..

Gak cuma happy sih yg gw rasakan, tapi hal ini juga telah merandomkan mood gw selama seharian.. Mengambil sebagian besar bagian dari otak berpikir gw.. Dan menghabiskan waktu gw untuk me-re-read apa aja yang udah diomongin kemaren..

Kebanyakkan berpikir jadi buat kurang berkomunikasi and suntuk banget, hasilnya jadi ingin meledak-ledak deh...

Untungnya kesempatan meledak itu ada..

Bisa meledakkan perasaan galau sama pacar, sejujurnya mengaku, dan sharing sampe nangis akhirnya bisa membawa kelegaan buat gw.. Meski si pacar agak bingung sih ada apa sama gw sampai seaneh ini sejak dia jemput.. Semoga kebingungannya terbayar sudah deh yeah..

Oh ya setelah gw pikir-pikir mungkin ada sisi positif juga sih dari semua ini.. Mungkin pacar akan lebih ngerti tentang gw sekarang, jadi tambah care, and aware tentang bagaimana kondisi sekarang (Dijealous-in sekali-sekali boleh juga lohh hahahahha)

Terakhir gw ingin berbagi pendapat..

Masa lalu itu gak selalu kelam dan ga penting. Justru banyak yang indah. Indahnya sampe gak bisa dilupakan deh.. Sampe diminta ceritaiin berkali-kali pun bisa kok! Detail lg! Tapi tetep inget 1 hal, masa lalu tetap masa lalu.. Mau semanis apapun masa lalu belum tentu akan tetap manis sekarang..

Kenangan indah kadang emang agak tricky sih untuk diatasi karena mereka seperti menjanjikan hal yang sama untuk terulang kembali padahal kan belum tentu..

Tapi tetep inget meski belum tentu akan terulang manis, masih ada kemungkinan juga segala sesuatunya malah akan jadi tambah manis (kata someone sih haha)

Ya pokoknya jodoh ga kemana deh.. Takdir ya takdir.. Pasrah ajaaa.. #agakgaknyambung

Yaudah yaudah post ini harus segera diselesaikan karena gw sekarang jadi agak random juga gatau mau ngomong apa lagi.. Buat gw ini adalah hari yang aneh dan gw merasa jadi sangat aneh jg.. Gw sendiri berharap keanehan ini segera berakhir.. Jadi tolong dimaklumi :)

Playground!

2012-01-27T18:38:00.000+07:00

Today we went to Plaza Indonesia for lunch.. We ate at Playground..
The place is so interesting and so do the menu ("Mimi cucu" is one of the unique dish there)
I ordered a dish called "Insanity rice". It was a three colour fried rice. It taste really good but it's so spicy!

For dessert, we have The Goods Cafe's cupcake :D Red velvet, TyeDye, Nuttela, Peanut Butter cupcake!

What a day?! I'm so full! But it's still a happy day :D

Iseng-iseng berhadiah!

2012-01-26T10:30:00.002+07:00

Hari senin yg lalu bertepatan dengan imlek, gw ikut Michael pergi ke tempat saudara-saudaranya.. Selesai dari keluarganya giliran dateng and nemuin keluarga gw yang kebetulan lagi jalan-jalan di Central Park..

Begitu sampai di CP dan lewatin fun world, si pacar tertarik utuk mencoba sebuah game adu panco! Susah- susah-gampang emang mainnya. Dua kali main aja udah stop karena tangannya jd sedikit kenceng/kram..

Nah karena sisa saldo di kartu masih ada kita iseng main permainan yang dapetin hadiah gitu.. Bukan yg nyapit boneka-bonekaan tapi yang dorong semacam stick gitu melewati lobang yang ada supaya hadiah di belakangnya jatoh..

Satu dan dua kali mencoba si pacar gagal.. Gantian gw coba, and ternyata gagal banget! Jauh gitu dari lobangnya.. Next try, gw yg mencet dengan bantuan panduan dari pacar.. Hasilnya, taraaaaaa!! Berhasil! Dapet deh sebuah hadiah pajangan di mobil.. Bukan hadiahnya sih yang buat happy, tapi seneng aja bisa mendapatkan sesuatu dengan usaha bersama hahahaha...

Quick post about cupcake!

2012-01-26T10:19:00.002+07:00

Another yummy cupcake from Manon!
It's chocolate cupcake with cream cheese hemmm...
I really love chocolate and Manon has a very delicious chocolate taste..
But I just realize I don't really like cheese especially cream cheese, I don't like salty taste combine with anything sweet..wew..

Michael Wong - Interview

2012-01-21T12:54:00.001+07:00

Michael was interviewed by The Magic Post!
If you want to see how the interview's going click here

Don't forget to check his schedule for tomorrow too! Please Click here
(If you still don't know where to go for lunar new year eve)

"Because your smile is my happiness"

2012-01-20T16:57:00.001+07:00

I won't say that Flirting isn't fun..Do you agree with that?

Sometimes all we need to hear is compliment from others that will boost our mood :D
Make us feel like flying..
Can't stop smiling..
Do you get what I'm trying to say?

If you do, I think you will know my feeling 2 days ago when I heard something nice from my love one..

(Let's be Happy babe!!)

I'm really into cupcakes recently...

2012-01-20T10:14:00.002+07:00

Just bought this three yummy cupcakes from cake a wish last night and decided to take a pict and post it before I eat all of them hemmmmmm...

Anyway I really want to taste a red velvet and blue velvet cupcake... Any idea where can I find it??

Instagram!

2012-01-19T20:41:00.001+07:00

Akhirnya punya jg instagram, yg mw lihat bisa search monicaamadea yaaa :D (foursquare jg: Monica Amadea hehehe baru bisa pake setelah buat account sekian lama --")

Anyway sekalian share beberapa foto kemaren waktu hang out bareng temen-temen.. Actually I really miss hang out with all my senior and junior high friends :'(
Hope to meet you all soon!!

Magic! Magician! Michael Wong!

2012-01-13T22:31:00.001+07:00

Promo singkat yaa semua :D

Kalau yang butuh magician? Boleh loh dilihat dulu blog ini:
www.michaelwong-magician.blogspot.com
Disana bisa dilihat bio and videonya plus how to contact Michael...

Belum tau siapa Michael Wong?? Coba dilihat dulu fotonya siapa tau kenal (mumpung ada foto-foto baru hehe)

5 DAYS IN A ROW!!

2012-01-13T22:22:00.001+07:00

Mau curcol deh di post ini..
Coba tebak apa yang berlangsung 5 hari berturut-turut?

*jeng-jeng*
Jawabannya adalahhhh....
Ketemuan and dinner bareng si pacar..
Baru kali ini (seinget gw) bisa ketemu si pacar 5 hari STRAIGHT!

Senangnyaaa!! Jarang banget bisa gini, biasanya mah dia ada aja sibuknya antara perform and meeting..

Kami berdua lagi berasa terberkati sekali memang..
Sejak bulan lalu gw lagi sibuk kuliah dan UAS, si pacar lagi rame job (puji Tuhan) tapi komunikasi kami masih oke untungnya..
Kangen-kangen gimana gitu rasanya, seru jugaaa!

Memang cowok itu cuek and ga suka sering-sering dicariin.. Lama-lama cewek juga cape dan lama-lama juga jadi ikutan cuek hahaha.. Nah kalo udah bisa cuek gini nih pacaran jadi asik! Percaya ga percaya sih hehe tapi begitu yang gw rasakan..

Hemm, sekarang kuncinya tinggal TRUST! Amit- amit ada yang melanggar kepercayaan. Kalo itu terjadi sih ..... *masih gatau harus gimana*

Yaudah intinya always give thanks for God buat penyertaan dan berkatnya :D Mulai dari ramenya job si pacar, suksesnya semester 3, sampai masih LANGGENGnya pacaran ini *amin*

Hooligans!!

2012-01-09T11:56:00.002+07:00

Since I had this ipad, I get attached with it anytime and anywhere I go..
And the first thing I do is download as many applications as I could then I sync the ipad with my video and music..

Do you know which singer dominate my ipad??

He is Peter Gene Hernandez (born October 8, 1985) better known by his stage name BRUNO MARS!!

His songs, videos, and pictures are all over this ipad : D

Well, I just want to try posting via this ipad and I find out that it's more difficult to posting from here..
I still dont't know how to attach link or video and I don't know why the picture always be in the bottom of the post..
So, I'll continue thia post later with some links and videos all about Bruno Mars..

Ps: Hooligans is the name of Bruno Mars's fans

Christmas 2011

2011-12-27T12:36:00.000+07:00

We took some family photos last christmas..

At our home sweet home and in front of our White Christmas tree :D

We just wanna wish you a Merry Christmas!

May your days be merry and bright!

Have Your Self a Merry Little Christmas..

2011-12-24T10:36:00.005+07:00

Have you get your starbucks planner for 2012? I have :D

Have yourself a merry little Christmas..

Let your heart be light..

From now on, our troubles will be out of sight..

Just Listen to this song it is nice :)

Psychomeet 4

2011-12-19T12:31:00.002+07:00

Psychomeet 4 sudah selesaii!!
Tugas sebagai panitia PDH pun selesai...
Well, psychomeet is one of Himapsi's great event!
I LOVE PSYCHOLOGY!

Here are the snapshots

More photos?

Album (1)

Album (2)

Album (3)

Party @ Glass House

2011-12-19T12:13:00.002+07:00

Akhirnya dikasih job juga...

antara senang atau sekedar lega..

anyway, coba deh visit pages Chic'n Click di FB

ini link-nya:

http://www.facebook.com/chicnClickorganizer

"your inspiration become reality"

Child in Armed Conflicts

2011-11-14T15:01:00.003+07:00

Sudah pernah mendengar mengenai kekerasan anak di dalam konflik bersenjata??

Jika belom, boleh loh mengedukasi diri sendiri terlebih dahulu melalui link-link di bawah ini:

http://www.unicef.org/graca/

http://www.un.org/children/conflict/english/index.html

http://www.child-soldiers.org/home

http://www.childsoldiersglobalreport.org/

http://www.unicef.org/eapro/AdultWarsChildSoldiers.pdf

Tanggal 27 October lalu ada pameran mengenai kekerasan anak di Hall C Unika Atmajaya :

Booth 1

Psysical Abuse

(dengan konsep klinik)

Booth 2:

Sexual Abuse

Booth 3:
Child Trafficking and Sexual Exploitation

Booth 4:
Child Phornography and Phedophilia
(dengan konsep video room)

Booth 5:
Child Labor

Booth 6:
Child in Armed Conflicts

Apa aja kegiatan di booth terakhir ini??

1. Persiapan pameran dilakukan oleh tim.
Tema yang dipilih tim adalah army dan tim ingin sebisa mungkin menggambarkan suasana perang pada booth ini.

2. Pengunjung mengisi buku tamu dan memperoleh souvenir pembatas buku / beng-beng

3. Penjelasan mengenai materi kekerasan anak di dalam konflik bersenjata.

4. Bermain games mencari foto anak untuk diselamatkan di dalam ruangan gelap yang berisi daun-daun kering layaknya hutan dan dilengkapi suara tembak-tembakkan untuk menggambarkan nuansa perang

Hadiah games berupa towel kecil berbentuk hati :)

5. Mengisi kesan dan pesan

Dokumentasi

Adam 'donatur' kostum army

The crowd

Dosen penilai

Here are the team :)

Michael Wong's 24th Birhtday!

2011-10-03T21:42:00.002+07:00

Special Cake for Michael Wong :D

Made by Carafel

Special Present for Michael Wong :)

Ada apa di ulang tahun Michael???

Caricature Corner and Face Painting buat anak-anak panti, pengurus, dan semua yang dateng :)

So, HAPPY BIRHDAY MICHAEL WONG!

BEST WISHES :)

GOD BLESS

dan thank you temen-temenku yang udah dateng :D

HOLY - TOUR

2011-10-03T18:20:00.011+07:00

Amazing, amazing, REALLY AMAZING!!

Liburan lebaran kemaren adalah liburan terjauh dan terindah.. :D

Sayangya udah lama banget baru ngeposting post ini!
Alhasil sebagian besar nama tempat udah pada lupa :(

Tapi semoga foto-foto selama di Mesir - Israel - Palestina - Yordania dapat menggambarkan keindahan di sana..

Let's start!

Bandara di Abu Dhabi!

Setelah kurang lebih naik pesawat selama 8 jam akhirnya tiba juga di Abu Dhabi!

Tapi, masih harus transit selama kurang lebih 10 jam sih baru bisa melanjutkan perjalanan dengan Etihad Airways selama kira-kira 3 jam untuk sampai di Cairo..

Untungnya bandara di sana sangaaaaat bagus! Nyaman dan bersih banget, jadi transit selama 10 jam di sana gak masalah, fasilitasnya memungkinkan banget buat tidur di sana..

Ini adalah monument pertama yang gw lihat di Cairo letaknya dekat sama bandara :)

Tiba Cairo langsung dijemput oleh bis dan diajak tour oleh tour leader setempat..


Pintu depan dari gereja gantung (hanging church)

Tempat pembaptisan..

Gereja ini benar-benar tergantung!

Barang-barang di dalamnya telah berusia ratusan tahun..

Sebenernya setelah mengunjungi gereja gantung, masih ada 2 tempat lagi yang dikunjungi yaitu Abu Serga yang merupakan tempat tinggal keluarga kudus selama di Mesir..

Dan juga Ben Ezra Synagoge tempat bayi Musa dihanyutkan ke sungai Nil..

Sayangnya di kedua tempat tersebut dilarang mengambil foto karena furniture dan baran-barang di dalamnya sudah sangat tua dan rentan rusak :(

Well, setelah mengunjungi tempat-tempat tadi kita di antar ke hotel tempat kita menginap selama di Mesir yaitu Le Meridien Pyramids.. Yup! Pyramids! Letak hotel ini benar-benar di depan Pyramids di kota Giza :)

Untuk dinner, kita diajak untuk menaiki Nil Cruise sambil menikmati penari-penari di sana :)

I'm so sleepy actually and really want to get back to the hotel..

NEXT..!

Yeahh, we will visit the great PYRAMIDS and also SPINX!

Saat-saat ini adalah yang ditunggu-tunggu karena gw udah lamaaa banget pengen bisa mengunjungi Mesir dan melihat pyramid dengan mata kepala sendiri :D

Gak heran gw banyak menggambil foto di sini :P

PYRAMID!

Bersama dengan tour leader local di sana, (Rami atau Rahmi gitu namanya)

Batu-batu untuk nyusun pyramidnya besar-besar banget hampir setinggi orang.. Gak kebayang gimana cara orang-orang zaman dahulu angkut batu ini sampai kepuncak..

Ada 3 pyramids besar di Giza.. Katanya pyramid itu harusnya terlihat mulus seperti pucuk pyramid yang di tengah sayangnya banyak yang ambil batu-batuannya di sana sejak duluuuuu.. Jadi ya sekarang jadi kayak gini..


Disarankan untuk berpose seperti ini oleh orang-orang di sana...

SPINX! It's my favourite photo after all..

Senang! Setidaknya udah mengunjungi salah satu dari keajaiban dunia yang ada :)

Sekarang saatnya menuju St. Catherine..

St. Catherine masih merupakan bagian dari Mesir, tapi Mesir yang berada di benua Asia..

Jadi untuk sampai ke sana harus melewati terusan Suez..

Selama perjalanan kita berhenti di beberapa tempat seperti Mara (tempat Musa mengubah air pahit menjadi manis), Elim (tempat berkemah umat Israel di mana terdapat 70 pohon kurma), dan juga Rafidim (tempat umat Israel berperang dengan orang Amalek)

Sayangnya fotonya ada di kamera 1 lagi jadi ga bisa di upload dlu :)

Yang pasti selama perjalanan bawaannya kepanasan terus padahal di bis itu ber-AC..

Merasa kepanasan soalnya Mesir benar-benar gersang, beda banget sama Indonesia..

Untuk sampai ke St. Catherine harus melawati jalan yang kanan-kiri adalah gurun.. Kering banget rasanya..

Pemandangan kanan-kiri ya kayak begini..

Keren sih.. Gak ada di Indonesia soalnya..

LANJUT!

St. Catherine merupakan tempat Tuhan memerintahkan Musa membawa umatnya keluar dari Mesir. Di dalamnya terdapat sumur Yitro yang merupakan tempat Musa bertemu dengan calon isterinya. Di dalam biara ini juga terdapat semak yang diyakini sebagai semak menyala namun tidak terbakar yang merupakan perwujudan Allah saay berbicara dengan Musa..

Biara St. Catherine


Semak yang menyala..

WELCOME TO ISRAEL AND PALESTINE !

Baiklah, di sini adalah saat yang banyak terlupakan...

Banyak tempat yang dikunjungi waktu ke Israel tapi gak semuanya sesuai dengan buku acara tour..

So, banyak foto-foto yang dilihat lagi tapi lupa nama tempat-tempatnya hehehe..

Yang pasti kita sempat ke Palestina untuk dinner pada malam pertama di sini dan juga kami mengunjungi Betlehem tempat kelahiran Yesus yang sekarang merupakan bagian dari negara Palestina..

Air mancur yang ada di padang gembala.. Patungnya juga berbentuk seorang gembala..

Diyakini tempat ini adalah goa di mana para gembala biasa 'nongkrong' dan di tempat inilah para gembala bertemu dengan malaikat yang mengabarkan kabar bahwa Yesus telah lahir..

Di belakang sana biasanya domba-domba ditempatkan ketika cuaca di luar terlalu panas atau sedang hujan..


Gereja yang ada di padang gembala..

Lupa ini gereja apa :(

Yang pasti misa pertama di negeri orang diadakan di sini :)

Ini adalah tempat yang diyakini sebagai tempat kelahiran Yesus, kita boleh memasukkan tangan ke dalam bintang yang ada di foto itu..

Yup, sesuai dengan patungya, ini merupakan tempat di mana Petrus menyangkal Yesus sebanyak 3x sebelum pada akhirnya ayam berkokok..

Di kedua lubang tersebut tangan Yesus diikat dan Yesus tergantung.. Kedua lubang tersebut tinggi, berarti orang-orang zaman dulu tinggi juga yaaa..

Ini merupakan penjara di mana Yesus di tahan, katanya pada zaman itu di dalam ini benar-benar gelap, udah gitu kalo dimasukkin ke penjara ini caranya tinggal diturunin tuh dari 2 lubang di atas..

Last Supper..

Cerita singkat mengenai perjamuan terakhir..

Taukah anda bahwa saat perjamua terakhir Yesus dan murid-muridnya tidak duduk di meja panjang seperti di gambar-gambar yang selama ini ada??

Ya, menurut tour guide local di sini (Ruthi), perjamuan terakhir itu posisinya duduk melingkar di lantai :)

Lalu di manakah Yudas duduk?

Katanya sih di sebelah Yesus persis..

Buktinya adalah Yesus kan ngomong bahwa salah satu dari para murid-Nya akan ada yang menghianati-Nya dan orang tersebut akan minum dari piala yang sama dengan diri-Nya, jadi yaa orang disebelah Yesus yang minum dari piala yang sama dengan diri-Nyalah yang akan menghianati-Nya yaitu Yudas..

Ada juga yang bilang saat Yesus mengatakan akan ada yang menghianati-Nya, Yesus kemudian membisikkan ke Yudas bahwa Ia tau Yudaslah yang akan menghianatinya.. Nah, kalau bisik-bisik berarti kan sebelahan..

Lalu, dimanakah Petrus duduk???

Menurut Ruthi Petrus duduk persis disebrang Yesus, jadi ketika Yesus mengatakan akan ada murid yang menyangkal diri-Nya, Ia menatap lurus pada Petrus :)


Doa Bapa Kami dalam bahasa Jawa, sayangnya tempatnya udah mau tutup jadi gak ketemu yang Bahasa Indonesia :(

Taman Getsemani

Sebuah kesempatan yang membahagiakan ketika Bapa Rafael mengizinkan rombongan kita untuk masuk ke taman ini! Seharusnya gak semua orang bisa masuk :)

Gereja di sebelah taman Getsemani.. Mozaik dan lukisan-lukisan yang ada di gereja-gereja di sini keren banget :)

Tembok ratapan..

Ditembok ratapan banyaaak banget orang Yahudi berdoa.. Nah tembok ratapan yang sebelah kiri khusus untuk laki-laki dan tembok yang sebelah kanan untuk wanita..

Bagi yang laki-laki harus pake "lupa namanya" yang pasti kayak topi yang sering dipakai orang Yahudi..

Kalau yang wanita sih gak usah :)

Asiknya kita diberi kesempatan untuk berdoa di sini..

Nah, untuk mencapai depan temboknya aja susah, karena banyak orang di sana, dan gak sedikit yang berdoa sampai nangis-nangis..

So, gw cuma berdoa bentar di sana dan nyelipin doa yang udah ditulis di kertas ke tembok ratapan hehehe..

Kalau gak salah ini bekas kolam Bethisda..


Lupa nama gerejanya yang pasti gereja ini sangat bagus untuk nyanyi-nyanyian karena ada echo..Tapi gak bagus buat kotbah karena akan bergema :) Di sini kita sempat menyanyikan beberapa lagu and menikmati indahnya suara yang dihasilkan..

Oh iya! Ada satu moment lagi yang gak ke foto yaitu saat berenang di laut mati!

Gak ada yang foto soalnya 1 keluarga pada nyebur semua hehehe..

Anyway, asik loh ngapung-ngapung di sana tapi kalo ada luka rasanya perih banget pas nyebur ke sana!!

Airnya asin banget karena kadar garamnya tinggi, jadinya luka-luka jadi pada perih..

VIA DOLOROSA

Di depan makam Yesus..

HAIFA

Versi Bunda Maria yang ini yang paling sering dilihat kan??

KANA
(Tempat Yesus merubah air menjadi anggur saat ada pesta pernikahan pada waktu itu, nah di sini juga para pasangan memperbaharui janji pernikahannya, termasuk mama and papa )

ALL ABOUT MUSA

Gunung Nebo tempat Musa melihat tanah perjanjian..


Kanaan

Sungai Yordan

LAST COUNTRY! JORDAN

PETRA


Batu-batuan di sini berwarna merah, tinggi, dan indah-indah banget..

Red Rose City of Petra.. Pernah liat?? Yup, ini ada di film Indiana Jones..

END OF TRIP!!

It's (not) Over?

2011-08-10T12:56:00.005+07:00

Nothing can describe how do I feel in the last 3 days. It worst than sad. I have to cry no matter what time it is, where it is, and how is the weather today. There are no excuse for stop crying. It just too much for me. There are plenty of things that I regret to do. On last Sunday I'm just choosing my own 'deathly day'. I do feel regret to start talking about 'that'. I think discussing it together will make our relationship better but I guess I'm wrong. I don't know what I've done but it seems like I give you the right time to break it up. It's suppose to be me to break it, depends on the case we discussed, but I don't know why you are the one who ended it.

It's over. We're done. How could I accept that? It's not an easy thing. It feels really hard, harder than I ever imagine. Start from the day we broke up I couldn't sleep well. I woke up every one or two hours. Feeling so weird. My heart is pumping really hard and then I cry again and again. I'm afraid to see tomorrow because tomorrow will be the day that I should spend without you.

How can we broke up? That day we just spend a day together. Watching you performed at AJ's birthday party and then we go to Seaworld. After that you have your hair cut, now you get a new hairstyle with 4 skin lines in your head. We also ate dinner together with your friend and daddy. That night in the car I just tell you that I was happy that day. I'm really am. Since our first broke up I'm starting to be more thankful for every second that I spend with you. I only have two weeks to doing that before I lose you (again).

On Monday I'm asking if I can go to your paper shop. You say that I can do it. That day I'm thinking to do what ever things I want to do, I want to spend (maybe) my last day to go there, my last time to see you, my last day to help you there, last day to meet your daddy. You realize something? We still act like a couple. I don't know am I suppose to be happy or sad because of that. I just hope you realize that and maybe change your mind. We still good being together, right?
Later that night together we go to Mitra Keluarga hospital because your daddy have an appointment with his doctor. I just hope your daddy will be okay and get well soon. I care about him just like I care about you because I also know how you really love him and I love you.
Please just tell him that it was my pleasure to know him and really thankful for everythig. He is really kind to me. He bought me clothes and almost everyday he treats me with delicious dinner :)

Tuesday I still feel really bad. After another hard night I keep texting you and sometimes call you. I really want you back. But you start to avoiding me. You told me to stop doing that or you will delete my bbm :( What can I do now? I asked my friend to come to my home. At least I'm not alone and I won't thinking about you ( I hope I won't). Then I go swimming to make my body tired and I can easily fall asleep at night. But I can't. I decided to call you that night, I'm so happy to heard your voice oh my why I suppose to lose you? Something that I know will make me really happy is the same with something that I suppose to let it go. Calling you was a nice and also bad thing. Knowing you went out with girl (without 's' it means just the two of them) that night made my heart start to pumping really hard. I want to cry but I can't let you hear it. So I say goodbye to you, end the phone, and here we go, another bucket of tears. Later, I decided something, it base in how I can't see you with another girls even you say she is your friend (you have a lot lot of girlfriend who are beauty, sexy, attractive, etc). I call you again telling you that I will delete your bbm from mine. Later when I think I'm ready I will re-add your bbm again. After doing that I have my sleeping pills again and thanks God I have a better sleep.

Today,,, what will happen today???
Seriously I'm afraid to know what will happen..
I woke up and I'm thinking about you ( I still produce some tears..)
But I keep telling my self, which everyone have told me before..
"Why am I crying for someone that hurt me? I don't even know if he ever thinking about me.."
My feeling for you is still the same like before.
All I need for know is YOU (you + having the same feeling with me)
Can I still hoping that?
Uuuh, no one can't give me the answer..

Well, I just wrote this post to feel better :)
Start with tears when typing this post but end with smile :) :)
By the way, sorry if I made a lot of mistake with my English.. I decided to wrote this in English because HE isn't really good in English too. So I hope He won't read this. I think he won't. He never opened my blog or tweet :D

I hope I will get over it soon :'(

3 Days in Singapore

2011-08-04T17:31:00.000+07:00

DAY 1

Check in at Novotel Clarke Quay
Universal Studio

Marina Bay Sands

DAY 2

Shopping at Orchard Road
Watched Harry Potter 7 part II
Visiting Esplanade and Merlion via citilink
Watched rehearsal for Singapore Independence day

DAY 3

Buy special book request by Michael at Kinokuniya
Went to IKEA

2011-07-28T10:52:00.015+07:00

" It's not the goodbye that hurts, but the flashbacks that follow" @TheNotebook

"Sometimes the people we've known for a short amount of time have the biggest impact in our lives, even more than those we've known forever" @TheNotebook

"It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever" @girlsdeals

"Go for someone who is not only proud to have you, but will also take every risk just to be with you" @TrueTeenQuotes

"Take time to listen to your heart. But ask yourself who really makes you happy and makes you feel loved" @TheLoveStories

"First dates are awkward, first kisses are heavenly, first love irreplaceable, first heartbreaks are unforgettable" @TheLoveStories

"It's funny how the people who hurt you the most are the ones who promised you they never would"

@TheLoveStories

Christian Louboutin

2011-07-26T20:57:00.005+07:00

I love every Louboutin's nude color shoes!

especially Louboutin's Bianca Pumps.

It also came in black color..

If I have to choose between the two of them, I think I can't make the decision..
Nude color is natural and Black color can fits to every ocassions and every dresses..
They're both awesome!

By the way I've looked Louboutin's fall winter pre-collection on the website and I found this hot item!

You're gonna love it!

Happy Birthday Mikhail Nikola :)

2011-07-26T20:41:00.003+07:00

Cupcake by Carafel

Happy 21st Birthday NIKO!
Best wishes :)

Playlists for you:

A beautiful mess - Jason Mraz
Beautiful surprise - India Arie
Close to you - Susan Wong
Comfortable - John Mayer
By my side - David Choi
Like a star - Corrine Bailey Rae
Darling I do - Landon Pigg And Lucy Schwartz
Just a Feeling - Maroon 5
Love Fools - Olivia
More than this - Norah Jones
Gravity - Sarah Bareilles
Talking to the moon - Bruno Mars
The rain don't last - Hope
Only reminds me of you - MYMP
Only hope - Switchfoot
What about love - Lemar
Flightless Bird - Iron & Wine
*Special*
*Special*
*Special*

Meet Mr. Fukai

2011-07-15T14:46:00.003+07:00

Semalam Ia mengadakan lecture di Magic Cafe dan sehari sebelumnya Michael mengajak Fukai, Om Afen, dan gw untuk makan bersama di Angke.. Pertemuan singkat dengan Fukai yang dapat berbahasa Inggris dan Indonesia (bisa sedikit banget seperti mengucapkan kata "mantap") cukup menyenangkan.. I think he is a nice person and funny too :)

Tidak hanya Fukai yang mengadakan lecture, hari ini Jumat 15 July Michael juga mengadakan lecture di kota pahlawan Surabaya! Berangkat dengan pesawat jam 6 pagi tadi, sekarang ia sudah berada di Surabaya dan siap untuk memberikan lecture di sana nanti malam..

Tempat, waktu, dan contact person dapat dilihat pada foto di atas. Jadi siapa yang mau ikut lecture ini masih bisa membeli tiketnya :)

Cheers!

19th Birthday

2011-07-11T12:27:00.001+07:00

Thank you so much for the video guys!! :D

I will share photos of my birthday celebration ASAP after I got it from my brother :)

GAP (God Answers Prayer)

2011-06-28T22:22:00.002+07:00

How does He answer it?

1. Yes!

2. Not yet..

3. No. I have planned something better for you

13 Months

2011-06-24T11:51:00.001+07:00

Last year, I gave him THIS as a present in our 1 months anniversary..
This box never be opened again until now, I don't know why haha..
Maybe it just too silly for him, well, forget it..
Yesterday is our one year one month anniversary, nothing special :)
Just like last month anniversary we just ate dinner..
But yesterday we watched movie on Velvet (BLITZ) after dinner..
Luckily only two of us who watched the film :P
It seems like Mike has booked the theater for us! LOL! (too much imagination)

Although I don't think that Mike will open this blog, here are some quotes that represent my feeling for him:

When you are far away...

I think....

and

A Day Out!

2011-06-21T21:33:00.001+07:00

Sabtu 11 Juni 2011, udah lewat sih..

Gw hanya lupa buat mengupload foto-foto ini di blog!

Sayang kalo gak di share :)

Jadi malam itu gw pergi bersama teman-teman gw..

Clarissa JB, Femi, and Jenny..

Kita makan malam di Paulaner (tanpa Alika yang tiba-tiba sakit)

Setelah itu merasa flashback ke zaman-zaman SMP yang suka banget sama photo box..

Kita akhirnya memutuskan buat foto di Blitz, Icon Life..

Here are some of the pictures:

Mereka bertiga udah libur kuliah..

Hanya tinggal gw yang masih harus menempuh UAS :(

Jenny juga udah mau ke Ausie lagi!

I want my holiday! I need more days out with my friends!

An Exclusive Experience

2011-06-18T20:55:00.002+07:00

You must be recognize this man!

This Man..

and this man...

They were great singers!
Last night I watched they all singing at Central Park's Grand Ballroom Jakarta...

I attended this event with my 2 friends Cia and Justin..
The three of us have our own idol..
Cia love Tompi..
Justin love Glenn..
and I love the one and only Sandhy Sondoro..

This event have 2 parts..
The first part was the concert..
Tompi is the first one who sang on the stage then followed by Glenn and Sandhy..
The second part was a kind of talkshow..
They called it "Trio Lestari Show"
and that night was ended with a song..
Guess what??
The three of them sang "I heart you" (hahaha)

Well, I must tell you that I think the man of the night is this man

(But Glenn and Sandhy was singing very well too :) )

I don't take much photo of the concert because my seat is so far away from the stage..
(I only bought the bronze ticket :P )
and when the event was over I was feeling sick..
So I asked my boyfriend to pick me up ASAP :)
For more info about this event you can visit webite of the promoter
mlivemusic

LOUNGERIE

2011-06-02T13:54:00.001+07:00

I want to share my newest playlist. Although not all of the songs were new, I try to combine them :)
This playlist is called "Loungerie". Why?? Because I heard most of the songs for the first time on Mustang's Loungerie session.

Silly Little Thing - Sore (Featuring Atilia haron)
A Beautiful Mess - Jason Mraz
Beautiful Surprise - India Arie
Beauty is You - Abdul and The Coffee Theory
Bidadari - Potenzio
Close to You - Susan Wong
By My Side - David Choi
Gravity - Sarah Bareilles
How to Touch a Girl - Jojo
Like a Star - Corinne Bailey Rae
More than This - Norah Jones
Only Hope - Switchfoot
Piano - RAN
Put Your Records On - Corinne Bailey Rae
Smile - Lily Alen
Spiderman - Michael Buble
Sunrise - Norah Jones
The Rain don't Last - Hope
The Second You Sleep - Sybia
What do You Know? - David Choi

By My Side

2011-05-06T23:30:00.001+07:00

I'm just listening to the clock go ticking,
I am waiting as the time goes by.
I think of you with every breath I take,
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine.
You're all I see, in everything.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

All the fears you feel inside,
and all the tears you cry,
they're ending right here.
I'll heal your heart and soul;
I'll keep you oh so close.
Don't worry; I'll never let you go.
You're all I need, you're everything.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

No one else will ever do.
I got a stubborn heart for you.
Call me crazy, but its true; I love you.
I didn't think that it would be,
you have made it clear to me.
You're all I need.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

Vania's Sweet 17 Birthday Party!

2011-04-29T08:49:00.000+07:00

Date : April 18th 2011

Location : Orchardz Hotel Jakarta

Event Organizer : Chic'n Click Organizer

Photographer : Noise Photography

Bruno Mars Live in Jakarta!

2011-04-23T09:27:00.000+07:00

2011-04-23T09:21:00.003+07:00

Location : Museum Bank Mandiri
Date : 19 Maret 2011

Model : Monica Amadea

Photographer : Ayu Adhistiani

Location : Kota Tua
Date : 19 Maret 2011

Model : Monica Amadea and Hans Christian

Photographer : Ayu Adhistiani

Java Jazz Festival 2011

2011-04-23T09:08:00.001+07:00

New Year Resolution

2011-01-18T20:49:00.000+07:00

Well. tahun baru kali ini tidak ada yang spesial dari perayaanya..

Kemarin itu gw and Michael cuma berencana liat fireworks tepat pukul 00.00 di bunderan Kelapa Gading bersama teman-teman yang lainnya..

Tapi kayaknya pertunjukkan fireworks itu gak terlalu berkesan karena saat kembang api sudah menyala, gw and Michael masih berusaha berjalan ke tengah bunderan yang rasanya jauh banget karena sangking ramainya.. Mobil udah tidak bisa mendekat ke arah bunderan karena sudah banyak orang dan mobil yang diparkir di sana.. Sehingga kami harus parkir mobil di dekat Goro dan menuju ke bunderan dengan berjalan..

Gw and Michael akhirnya gak bisa bertemu dengan teman-teman yang lain dan hanya menyaksikan setengah dari pertunjukkan fireworks itu di tengah-tengah orang yang tidak kami kenal :)

Memang semuanya jadi berasa "garing" ketika akhirnya kami langsung pulang tepat setelah pertunjukkan selesai.. Sepertinya usaha kami untuk datang dengan menggunakan taxi baru kemudian bawa kendaraan sendiri tidak terbayar dengan keindahan tahun baru yang dibayangkan..

Untuk sedikit menghibur, kami pun memutuskan untuk makan nasi goreng gila yang merupakan makanan favourite kami berdua.. Yah, sedikit terhibur sih, karena setidaknya masih bisa merayakan tahun baru di luar daripada diam saja di rumah. Tapi, apa yang sudah gw bayangkan pada pesta tahun baru kemaren itu belum tercapai :( semoga tahun depan bisa tercapai deh..

Tahun ini gw gak terlalu menyiapkan tahun baru. Makanya gak heran kalo gw gak nge-post mengenai new year resolution seperti tahun lalu.. Jangankan nge-post, tau mau nulis apa aja enggak..

Humm, kemaren akhirnya gw baru kepikiran mengenai apa yang harus gw lakukan di tahun baru ini (mumpung masih bukan Januari) dan berharap gak telat untuk berusaha mewujudkannya..

Menurut gw, di tahun 2011 ini gw harus:

INDEPENDENT

yeahh, that's it.. one word but means a lot :)

Pulau Ayer

2011-01-18T20:04:00.001+07:00

Liburan natal yang lalu tepatnya tanggal 25-26 Desember gw berlibur dengan keluarga ke Pulau Ayer, sebuah pulau di kepulauan seribu..

Berangkat menggunakan boat dari Marina Ancol pukul 9 pagi, dan kira-kira sudah sampai di Pulau Ayer pukul 9.30..

Pulau Ayer memiliki view yang sangat bagus, dan pantainya pun bersih..

Di sana terdapat hotel dan bermacam-macam bentuk bungalow yang dapat ditinggali, dari yang berada di atas pulau sampai yang di atas air..

di atas air..

Setibanya di sana, kami disuguhi welcome drink lalu kamu langsung check-in, memasuki bungalow, dan berganti pakaian untung segera berfoto di sekitar pulau..

Pulau Ayer memiliki sarana yang banyak seperti pantai yang bersih, helipad, permainan taman untuk anak-anak, panggung musik berbentuk perahu, restaurant, kolam renang, tempat karaoke dan juga sarana untuk water sport..Namun, pada kesempatan ini saya belum sempat untuk mencoba kegiatan water sportnya karena merasa sedikit masuk angin :)

Keesokkan harinya kami check-out pukul 12 siang dan bersiap untuk menaiki boat kembali ke Marina Ancol pukul 2 siang.. Liburan di Pulau Ayer ini meskipun singkat namun cukup mengasyikan karena merupakan pengalaman saya pertama kali pergi ke kepulauan seribu :)

Om Afen's Birthday Party

2010-12-07T12:40:00.002+07:00

Berhasil membawa om ke magic cafe :)

Menyapa para tamu..

Ini dia si penyelenggara pesta..

bersama teman-temannya..

Birthday cake from Sharon's Mom and Dad..

Let's the party start..

End of the party :)

Tunas Karya 2 Drum Kidz

2010-12-03T11:05:00.000+07:00

Tahukan anda kalau SD Tunas Karya 2 Kelapa Gading sekarang mempunyai ekskul drumband?

Ekskul ini kira-kira baru dimulai bulan Maret 2010 yang lalu, dan baru latihan intensif sejak bulan Agustus..

Tapi mereka berhasil memperoleh juara 1, juara favourite, dan juara-juara lainnya di lomba drumband sekolah dasar se DKI-Jakarta!

Persiapan memasuki lapangan lomba..

Field Commander mengambil posisi :)

Dengan membawakan lagi-lagu dari Maluku, sekitar 80 personil Drum Kidz berhasil memberikan penampilan yang bisa dikata WAOW!
Sehari sebelumnya pun mereka memperoleh kehormatan untuk beraksi saat pembukaan yang dihadiri oleh Gubernur DKI Jakarta, Fauzi Bowo..

Well, my beloved sister Amanda ikut ambil peran dalam drumband ini sebagai pemain marching bell..

Tunas Karya 2 Drum Kidz with teachers :)

Amanda and Mommy..

23 November 2010

2010-11-27T21:40:00.000+07:00

Pulang kampus langsung jalan ke mall..

Makan di Pancious..

Setelah itu nonton Harry Potter 7 di Premiere XXI Kelapa Gading..

♥ 6 months of love ♥

Musro

2010-11-27T21:26:00.001+07:00

Beberapa saat yang lalu ketika mebantu Chic'n Click Organizer..

Undefined

2010-11-19T20:19:00.008+07:00

for someone who were (undefined)

You may realize and you may not

You were succeed to make my days more beautiful

You may realize and you may not

You have filled my days even with smile or tears

Same with you, I don't know what will happened next

but I'm glad to have a chance to be your someone

Same with you, I don't know what will happened next

but I know I'll try my best to be your best

I know how to love someone

because I know how painful is to be broken

I know how to love someone

and that's why you won't be broken

Loving someone is hard

Loving you is easy

I love you just because you are you

I love you just because you are lovable

- I love you-

How to simplify your love? (part 1)

2010-11-19T20:00:00.002+07:00

Well, pertama melihat cover buku ini apa yang terlihat?
Apakah dua ekor ular berwarna pink yang sedang menelan seseorang?
atau 2 ekor burung flamingo?
Sejujurnya pertama kali melihat buku ini, gw dan Stella berpikir kalo itu adalah sebuah ular! Hahaha..
Gw memang baru membaca beberapa halaman dari buku ini..
Tapi, gw udah pengen nge-share apa yang gw baca di dalam blog ini..
Oh ya! Sebelum memulainya, I'm sorry if the picture is to small..
Gw udah coba cari di Google tapi ga menemukan gambar yang lain :(

Apa yang terlihat dari gambar di atas?

Seorang laki-laki yang duduk di sebuah pulau kecil?

Yup, benar banget!

Pulau tersebut melambangkan dunia 'si laki-laki' yang sempit dan sendiri..

Sama seperti laki-laki, perempuan juga memiliki 'pulaunya sendiri'

Meski laki-laki dan perempuan pada akhirnya ditakdirkan bersama, mereka sesungguhnya berada di dunia yang berbeda..

Sayangnya, tidak ada pulau kecil yang cukup untuk berdua. Atau, mungkin memang tak pernah ada..
Setiap orang pasti mendominasi pulau kecilnya dengan segala sesuatu mengenai dirinya..
All about their life..
Lalu bagaimana solusinya?
Apakah laki-laki dan perempuan tidak akan bisa bersatu di sebuah pulau?

Sekarang coba lihat gambar ini..

Ternyata, dua pulau kecil tersebut adalah puncak dari sebuah pulau raksasa berbentuk hati yang mengapung..

Sama seperti sebuah gunung es terapung, 90% bagian dari pulau itu berada di bawah permukaan..

Ilustrasi ini menunjukkan sebuah fakta ilmiah dan psikologis bahwa secara tidak sadar setiap pasangan berbagi hal bersama yang sebenarnya menyatukan mereka..

Saat mengapung di atas 'pulau sendiri' baik laki-laki atau perempuan mengapung sendiri di lautan kehidupan seperti lapisan es yang tipis..

Namun, saat bertemu dengan pasangan, sesuatu yang luar biasa terjadi: lapisan tipismu menjadi tebal!
(to be continue)

Love is beautiful, but love is not everything?

2010-11-18T23:20:00.004+07:00

I can find this picture...

but I can't find any picture that say "love is not everything"

Judul yang aneh, huh?

Kemarin gw sempet share ke Rama tentang semuanya..

Kesimpulan dia cuma : gak ada yang salah, mungkin ga cocok ajaa..

Menurut dy, gw selama ini berorientasi pada pasangan, dan mungkin pasangan gw selama ini orientasinya itu ke teman / pekerjaan / apap pun yang pasti bukan pasangan..

So, menurut dia gw harus cari pasangan yang berorientasi sama kayak gw supaya gw merasa cocok..

Hmm, tapi gw udah sangat enjoy masalahnya sama orientasi gw ini dan gw ga akan berubah..

For me love is beautiful (love is life, just like my blog's title)..

Tapi rama menyanggah itu dan bilang, love is beautiful but it is not everything..

Jadi kepikiran......

I don't want to lose someone, but I don't want to hurt my self either..

Kalo ga cocok ya buat apa?

Tapi buat masalah sekarang, pemikiran itu seakan-akan terlalu jauh..

Masalah gw ga se-complicated itu..

Bahkan sebenarnya masalahnya hanya pada diri gw..

Gw yg udah mulai bosan sama rutin, terkadang pengen ada perubahan sama rutin, and I do really need a QUALITY TIME..

Hari ini sudah berjalan jauh lebih indah :)

I'm glad! Meski merubah perasaan ga secepat itu, gw udah berasa lebih baik..

Kemarin gw udah pada titik mentok buat mengerti, gw cuma pengen dimengerti :)

PLEASE WORLD UNDERSTAND ME..

By the way, pagi tadi denger lagu bagus di mobil Rhesa..

Judulnya "Talking the Moon" by Bruno Mars..

Really recommended!

Too Sensitive

2010-11-15T21:55:00.002+07:00

"I'm not in a good mood recently..

I just become too sensitive about everything..

Especially about my love life :(

But, I'm okay now :)

I decided to talk with my boyfriend about what I'm feeling right now..

And I hope he will understand.."

Well, awal mula dari keanehan itu gak tau kapan tepatnya..

Yang pasti sekarang gw menyimpulkan kalau yang gw rasakan adaah kejenuhan..

Emm, ga se-ekstrem kejenuhan sih mungkin kata yang lebih tepat itu bosan..

Bosan karena apa? yang pasti gw ga mungkin bosan dengan Michael..

Masih terlalu dini buat mikirin bosen dengan dia :)

Gw bosen dengan rutinitas!

Bosen dengan pertemuan yang sering banget (fisikly) namun tidak berkualitas..

I really need quality time, and I've asked for it!

Akhir-akhir ini gw jadi sangat moody and sensitive..

Gak niat melakukan apa pun..

Gw gak tau kenapa tapi gw ga punya semangat, termasuk dalam hal kuliah..

Oke, gw sadar gw ga bisa gini lama-lama..

So, I will recover soon!

There's a lot of things that I can't write in my blog because it's to personal..

But I can write it down in my pray to God, and hope He will listen and answer my problem..

God bless me! My life and my love life..

Kota Tua - Session

2010-11-04T08:04:00.002+07:00

Location : Kota Tua
Date / Time : 16 October 2010 / 11am - 2pm

Model : Jenny Doeve

Photographer : Rizky Hardianto

Location : Kota Tua
Date / Time : 16 October 2010 / 11am - 2pm

Model : Monica Amadea

Photographer : Rizky Hardianto

Toko Kertas Pelangi

2010-11-02T20:49:00.000+07:00

Senin tanggal 1 November kemarin kelas penil ditiadakan! Yeahh.. So, sebagi gantinya gue ikut Michael buat ke tokonya.. "Toko Kertas Pelangi" di Bungur...

Di sana gw ga bisa bantu apa-apa :( Jujur aja gw takut buat salah.. Masalahnya itu, gw masih belum familiar denger nama jenis-jenis kertas yang ternyata ada banyak banget di toko Michael..Belum lagi warnanya berbeda-beda dan ketebalannya juga berbeda-beda..Huh..

Sebenarnya, kemarin itu bukan pertama kalinya gw ke toko Pelangi, tapi gw tetep ga bisa bantu apa-apa :(

Paling mentok cuma bantu ngasih duit kembalian and sometimes buat bon (hal ini jarang banget terjadi, jaraaang bgt!) Jadi kemarin itu gw naik ke atas tokonya buat browsing di Internet aja.. Sekalian cari topik buat tugas penil :P Hari itu gw bener-bener gak jaga di bawah.. Setelah buat tugas sempet sih jaga di bawah, tapi cuma bentar banget! Gw malah sibuk makan gara-gara dibeliin KFC sama Michael..Dan gak lama setelah itu gw sama Wong balik deh...Wew..

Here are some pictures of "Toko Kertas Pelangi"

Chic'n Click Organizer

2010-11-02T12:41:00.002+07:00

Visit Chic'n Click 's Blog for more info about this amazing event organizer..

Really Recommended!!!

Snap!

2010-11-01T21:28:00.004+07:00

Pertama buka kotak camera gw cepet-cepet merakit dan charge batrenyaa, terus gw langsung minta Amanda, my beautiful sister to become my model..

Malam harinya gw coba buat bermain dengan lightning..Jadi dengan bantuan sebuah senter terbentuklah foto ini...

Keesokkan harinya, mumpung cahaya matahari masih bersinar dengan indah..Gw coba untuk foto-foto outdoor..Hal yang pertama kali gw foto adalah my home sweet home..

Setelah itu gw coba untuk foto-foto di taman rumah dengan Amanda sebagai model..

Gw juga sempet ambil beberapa foto di Gereja dan juga di Sate Khas Senayan sewaktu kita makan siang di sana..

I GOT IT!

2010-11-01T09:58:00.002+07:00

Yeah, I got my SLR Camera! It was Canon EOS 550 D kit (18-55mm)..

After waiting from July (because some of the camera shop ran out of stock and the one who has it mark up the price) my parents bought this camera for me..

I'm so happy and can't get far faway from this camera.. I brought it everywhere I go and try to take some picture using this fabulous camera..

This camera was the new product from Canon and it has some new features that amazed me..

So I think I will learn more about photography and be attached to this camera from now on :)

Fun With Light

2010-10-04T09:45:00.001+07:00

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Hunting foto bersama teman-teman Studio 51 dengan tema Fun with Light

Location: Bundaran HI

Date/Time: 2 October 2010/ 7 to 8 pm

Photographer: Bram and Jessica

Model: Monica, Nessia, Yanti

Michael Wong's Birthday Dinner

2010-10-04T08:52:00.001+07:00

Keesokkan hari yaitu tanggal 30 September kita semua ditraktir makan-makan sama Wong di Sushi Tei Kelapa Gading :)

Michael Wong's Birthday Surprise

2010-10-04T08:28:00.002+07:00

29 September 2010 kemarin adalah hari jadi Michael yang ke 23!!
Gw dan Ivan berencana buat kasih surprise ke Wong meski rencana bener-bener dibuat H-1.
Sebenarnya sih yaa, si Wong udah punya feeling aja tuh mau dikasih surprise karena beberapa kali dy nanya ke gw apa Ivan ada kontek gw untuk ngerencanain sesuatu. Tapi yg bener ajaa kalee, kalau pun iya pasti gw ga bakal ngomong-ngomong juga deh ke dia :)
Back to the plan, sekitar jam 23.00 (waktu menurut Ivan) dia jemput ke rumah gw. Dari ngampus 1 harian penuh gw cuma dapet tdr 1 jam aja, karena pulang kampus gw masih dijemput Wong, makan bareng papinya, malah nonton bioskop dulu. Mau nolak sih, tapi nanti Wong malah curiga kenapa gw tumben-tumbennya mau pulang cepet..Nah, abis jemput gw kita jemput si Jenny di Arcadia baru abis itu janjian ketemu sama temen-temen Wong lainnya di Tony Jacks.
Di rumah si Wong kita semua ngumpet di depan and bersekongkol dengan para satpam supaya ga ngebantuin si Wong. Di dalem rumah Wong sendiri ada si Indra yang lagi ngomongin sulap bareng Wong, dan Wong ga tau tuh kalau kita semua udah sekongkolan juga sama Indra :)
Begitu si Indra bilang mau dianter pulang and mereka berdua jalan keluar rumah.. HAP! Si Wong langsung dibekap dan dilakban di tengah jalaaan hahahaha..

Studio Night

2010-10-04T07:51:00.001+07:00

Well, akhirnya gw bisa posting lagi sejak sekian lama..
Kali ini mau gw awali dengan pengalaman gw camping selama studio night..

Sebelum berangkat :)

Jadi, dalam perkuliahan ini gw coba buat masuk UKM Fotografi di Atmajaya. Nama UKM-nya adalah Studio 51 dan pastinya setiap UKM pasti punya malam keakrabannya sendiri doonk. Nah, malam keakraban Studio 51 sendiri diberi nama "Studio Night" dan diselenggarakan 17-19 September kemarin.
Ga banyak foto yang dapat diambil selama makrab ini karena HP and Camera kami dipegang sama panitia. Cerita singkatnya selama 3 hari 2 malam di sana gw tidur serasa sarden. Cuma bisa lurus ajaaa!
Bayangkan aja, satu tenda besar yang biasa buat bencana alam gitu diisi sama semua member baru studio 51 yaitu sekitar 50an orang. Yaaa, tidur di sana memang pengalaman yang paling gw inget banget sampai sekarang. Sisa pengalaman lainnya yang gw rasakan di sana rata-rata sama dengan camping lainnya karena pasti ada hiking and games-games. Bedanya! Dalam acara studio night ini ada acara "Baptis". Jadi kita itu disuruh jalan jongkok menyusuri sungai, terus setiap beberapa jarak berhenti untu "dibaptis" sama para alumni disuruh cium bantu segala lagi :(
But it was fine :) Finally kita semua resmi diterima jadi anggota baru Studio 51!!

Kelompok 5 bersama mentor yaitu Kak Arini

PRA MABIM MABIM

2010-08-10T12:12:00.001+07:00

Hari Kamis-Sabtu kemaren gw ikut pra masa bimbingan masa bimbingan di Cibodas bareng temen-temen fakultas psikologi Atmajaya..Baru kali ini gw berasa gak betah pergi-pergi jauh dan sangat kangen banget rumah..
Gw kangen semuanya! Apa lagi waktu hape yg gw bawa mesti dikumpulin dari awal berangkat :(

Hari pertama, kelompok awal gw aja udah dipecah! Padahal baru merasa deket gitu sampe buat conference chat di bbm :( dan gak stop hari itu aja! setiap harinya kelompok gw terus diganti-ganti..Bukannya gimana, tapi gw ngobrol sama yg lain, semua juga baru kali ini merasa pengen pulang banget! Mungkin karena semuanya terlalu baru? Kita harus kenalan dengan 1 angkatan yg berjumlah 230 orang belom lagi suasana di Cibodas yg terus terang menurut gw kurang nyaman, buat kita semua gak betah di sana :( beda deh sama live-in SMA yg lebih lama waktunya dan tanpa HP, tapi gw tetep betah..
Di hari pertama, gw maen treasure hunt bareng kelompok baru gw, dari 8 permainan di sini 4 di antaranya udah pernah gw maenin..ada Maze, terus yang harus balik tikar, terus yg pegangan tangan dan harus lepasin pegangan tangan kita satu kelompok buat jadi sebuah lingkaran besar (gw lupa apa nama gamenya) sama satu lagi yang ember dibolongin and kita harus keluarin bola pingpong di dalemnya..
Nah, waktu maen game-game ini gw jadi inget banget temen-temen SMA, temen2 OSIS yg sering ngadain simulasi bareng buat game-game di sekolah juga terutama Clive! Gw inget banget maen yg tangan kebeli-belit and berhasil dengan komando dari dy, tp gtw kenapa kemaren tu gw maen sama kelompok gw ga bs jadi apa-apa..wew..tapi untungnya yg balik tikar kita berhasil :) jadi inget pas LDKO OSIS pertama di mana kita harus maenin game itu beramai-ramai, lebih ramai dari gw kemaren! Oh ya ga ketinggalan! Game besarnya kita harus nyalain api unggun dengan obor-obor yg ada tapi harus lewatin tantangan di siram-siram sama kakaknya! Ini persis juga kaya game LDKO OSIS pertama, cuma bedanya waktu itu pake lilin :)

Hari Kedua, hari ini gw harus bangun pagi terus diajarin gaya senam baru and abis itu full hiking..Selama hiking kita harus ngunjungin 9 pos yang beberapa gamenya udah perah gw maenin juga, tapi kelompok gw baru ngunjungin 5 pos and tiba-tiba hujan turun! Kejadian ini ngingetin gw lagi sama Camp kelas XI di mana waktu itu kita hiking and tiba-tiba hujan deres banget sampe banyak yang longsor, gw jadi inget sama Denny, Yw, and Pamela (waktu itu tuh kita satu kelompok membuat jomblo ganks gitchuuu hahaha ) and waktu hiking itu kita berempat berdiri selang-seling cewe cowo and bantuin-bantuin gitu, hiking gw kemaren jg saling bantu-bantu kok tapi gw tetep kangen sama memory pas kelas XI ituuuuu..

Hari Ketiga, di hari ketiga kita punya games terakhir yang seru tapi dingin! Jadi kita para maba harus ngelindungin sesepuh kita yaitu para ketua, bendahara, dan sekertaris panitia dari siraman panitia lainnya..kita juga harus gantian usaha basahin teman-teman kita yg berulang tahun pada masa pramabim yg dilindungin oleh panitia lainnya..Pada game ini ga ada yg bisa kering! Yg kering bener-bener di siram, ada yg pake lumpur segala, bahkan sesama panitia saling nyeburin panitia lainnya..wew..

Last, abis main kita semua ngumpul buat sharing and makan siang, abis itu packing and pulang..Jalanan macet banget buat turun dari puncak! Belum lagi ada satu tronton yg bermasalah yang jadinya buat perjalanan sempat terhenti di jalan tol beberapa saat..
Dari jadwal kita tiba yaitu paling lambat jam 4 udah sampai, kita baru sampai atmajaya jam setengah 7 kalo ga salah..Kasihan Michael udah nungguin gw di Semanggi dari jem 4 :( terus dia harus jalan kaki ke atma becek-becek bantuin gw bawa tas super berat plus tiker balik lagi ke parkiran di semanggi baru akhirnya kita bisa makan malam di sana :)
Btw, I really miss him! Kaget sampe mau nangis waktu dy ngomong Minggu subuh mw ngejob lagi ke Purwokerto! (lebai)
Tapi gw bener-bener 3 hari kemaren kangen semuanya..Gak cuma dy! Kangen temen-temen, kangen rumah, kangen fam juga :'(

MISS EVERYONE :'(

Noise Photography

2010-08-04T18:08:00.001+07:00

My cousins have a business in photgraphy, started in Surabaya 4 years ago, now Noise Photography open a new branch in Jakarta and planed to have a branch in Singapore soon!

Visit Noise's facebook or Noise's journal for more photos and info..

Holiday is Over

2010-08-04T17:43:00.003+07:00

Sorry guys for lack of posting, this holiday I want to make my self relax! So I make my self wake up every afternoon, sleep till midnight, watch TV and have meals, having fun with my friends and that's it no more activities beside that :) :)
But especially for this week, I did something more.. I came to Atmajaya for having my toefl test and for attending Open House of Psychology Faculty..
Hmm, Oh my God! I think I'm not ready for college life..I still want to have more fun and a really nice holiday, I know I already had 3 months of holiday but I just not ready for my college life..I want my friends :'(
I know that it is a nice thing to have more friends, but please, I still want my old friends :'(
After we are graduated from senior high, we all separeted in many university, and it makes me feel bad :'(
By the way, tomorrow I will go to Cibodas with my college's friends, I'va packing and prepare everything, but I don't feel so excited about that I don't know why :(
Maybe I just haven't adapted to my new environment but I must go through with it and hopefully I will be better soon..(Amien)

I really miss my friends, and my BF too :'(

My New Online Shop

2010-07-16T14:13:00.000+07:00

I open this shop together with Jenny

For more information visit our facebook:

Premiere Shop

Fabulous 18 dinner

2010-07-11T11:22:00.005+07:00

I have a fabulous 18 dinner together with Hans last Friday at Hongkong Cafe..
There are some of our friends that can't come like Clive, Felix, Femi, Calista, Albert, Ayu and Miyako..huh..
But it's okay..The dinner must go on :)

The first guests who came is my lovely ladies :) Irene, Sharon, Jenny, and Michelle..And that night Sharon and Irene were officially becoming my photographer yeay! Great!

Well, Irene gave us presents which are a canvass that I've bought, but this time she has painted something there..

Really really like this! Thanks a lot Ren :)

Next, the next guests who came is the boys! Michael, Oye, Denny, and Bona..

Really hard to take a pict with those guys because they can't be serious :) haha

And the last guests are the nero gank! haha..

The party was held at 6-10 o'clock..but all the guests were late, yeahh, it has been a necessary thing I guess..Hans, Michael.W, and me has been waiting in HKC for more than a hour :( huhu

Btw, here are some picture of the dinner..Enjoy!

Michael want to make a kiss mark in my canvass hihihi ^^

Everyone were signing and wrote wishes in each canvass, mine and hans's canvass..

with the creator..

with the wong family..

with my bf..

Jenny the magician and Daryn "angels"

during the dinner time :)

Thanks a lot guys for coming <3

(my favorite picture ^^ )

A GREAT SURPRISE!

2010-07-08T22:17:00.001+07:00

Hii..I'm 18 now :)
Yesterday I got an amazing surprise from my friends, and let me tell you all about that, BUT! I will tell it in bahasa, because i can express my feeling better in bahasa than in English :)

Jadi, awal mulanya itu Irene ngajak gw buat beli kanvas untuk hans sekitar jem 2..dan gw bisa-bisa aja karena makan-makan sama keluarga pun udah selesai.. Yg membuat sedikit aneh itu Irene bilang mw jemput gw, hmm, dia ga pernah jemput gw sebelumnya..
Siangnya Irene dateng rada telat and begitu dateng dy tiba-tiba udah masuk ke kamar gw tanpa ada suara bel pintu sama sekali..Nah abis itu kita keluar rumah deh tapi dengan heran gw nyariin mobilnya Irene kok ga ada, dan tiba-tiba dari belakang muncul si Sharon udah lari bawa handuk biru! Gw sempet lari baru abis itu gw liat Ivan juga ada di sana..

Setelah gw akhirnya ditutupin mata dan diiket tanganya, Ivan nuntunin gw masuk ke mobil and gw langsung ga tau deh tuh dibawa ke mana..Lama banget rasanya perjalanan kalo gw tempuh dengan ditutup matanya, dari awal yg gw masih bawel ajak ivan ngobrol sampai akhirnya gw low batt and pusing sendiri jadi gw diem aja..
Apa lagi waktu Michael telepon and Ivan bilang lg mw bawa gw ke puncak! Padahal kan udah janji mw keluar sama Wong jem 6! Sedikit heran kenapa harus puncak????

Style 1

Style 2

( karena gw berhasil lepasin yg iketan style 1)

Kerasa banget kalo mobil lg perjalanan di atas tol and itu macet, soalnya jalanya baru gas dikit - rem, gas dikit - rem..Hmm, gw diem aja dengan bete dan masih bertanya-tanya kenapa mesti puncak?? Mana Ivan bilang sampe gading mgkn bisa jem 8 lagi!

Exhausted..

Berkali-kali nanya sama Ivan masih lama apa gak and dy malah suruh gw itung sampe 3000 atau kalo ga dy bilang "bentar lagi" yg maksudnya itu "masih lamaa"...gw heran sama sebentarnya Ivan!

Berasa udah memasuki suatu tempat karena tiba-tiba mobil berenti, tangan gw pun dilepaskan tapi tetep mata ga dibolehin untuk dibuka..kali ini gw ga coba macem-macem and nurut aja karena gw pun sudah sangat pusing diperjalanan..

Sambil tetep ditutup mata, gw dituntun Irene, pertama berasa masuk ke dalam lift, terus berasa ke suatu ruangan yg baunya bunga (yg ternyata itu lobby hotel) di sana gw disuruh diem dulu sambil dengerin suara banyak orang and salah satu suara yg gw kenal itu suaranya Jenny! Gw panggil-panggil dy tapi dy ga mw jawab, setiap maju beberapa langkah gw sering disuruh berhenti and kadang-kadang berasa ada sinar flash yg menandakan kalo gw lagi difoto hemmm..

Take 1

Take 2

Lihat teganya Michael padahal gw sudah sangat kumal :(

And lihat gw disuruh nunggu sambil berdiri..

Setelah itu gw berasa dibawa keluar lg ke ruangan terbuka karena udaranya yg memanas.. Sambil diarahin jalannya and dituntun tiba-tiba gw diminta buat lepas sendal dengan alasan mw masuk ruangan..wew..berasa aneh sih tapi gw tetep buka sendal and tiba-tiba byurrr!! Gw susah berada di dalam kolam renang :) nice!

And last, Take 3 and 4..

Dipinggir kolam renang..

Pas gw buka penutup mata gw, gw bisa liat selain Irene, Sharon and Ivan di sana ternyata juga ada Jenny, Daryn, dan MICHAEL! Gw tertipuuuu :(

Keluar-keluar dari kolam renang gw menggigil kedinginan and sambil diliatin anak-anak Michael kasih handuk k gw :) abis itu mereka ajak gw untuk naik ke kamar tapi sempet ditahan di depan lobby karena gw disuruh keringin badan dlu..malu rasanya haha..

Terus masuk ke kamar 506, gw langsung disuruh mandi sama Michael dan gw bertanya mw ganti baju pake apa? Ehh ternyata mereka udah siapin haha, mereka minta mbak gw and Manda buat siapin bajunya..

Selesai mandi dengan masih ngeringin rambut tiba-tiba Michael suruh gw keluar kamar dulu dan taraaaaaaaaa!!

I was suprided!

Di situ gw liat Jenny lagi bawa cake, Sharon pegang camera, and Michael pegang bunga :)
Michael kasih bunganya ke gw and then he show some magic trick..
Jadi, ada seutas benang, lalu Michael bakar benang itu..dan tiba-tiba muncul kalung berliontin hati :) :) :)

Setelah dipakaikan kalung oleh Michael gw langsung disuruh make a wish and then blow the candle dan ga ketinggalan cut the cake! First cake goes to Michael :)

That was a really great birthday surprised.. I was so happy yesterday and I couldn't say more to all of them except the words "Thank You" and special for Michael "Thank you for everything you have planned and gave yesterday it was so amazing ILU"

Malang - Batu - Surabaya

2010-07-06T20:56:00.000+07:00

In Malang I was attending my cousin's wedding and this was a picture of me and my father in the morning when we get ready for the ceremony...

At night we were attending the wedding party, and I had a picture of me and my nephew while he was wearing his tuxedo, so cute :)

My Family

The next day, we went to Batu to have "The Tang's Reunion" (my mother's big family).. There we had the family game and also the BBQ, and we spent a night there before we went to Surabaya..

In Surabaya I didn't go anywhere, I only spent a night before I went back to Jakarta :)

Daryn's Birthday Surprise

2010-07-06T20:39:00.000+07:00

Tiramisu by harvest just from Jenny to Daryn

Special gift handmade by Jenny

Tiramisu + Fanta + Ketchup

At last, Jenny show her magic trick that she has learned from Michael, which is special for Daryn..

Sweet :)

Final touch!

2010-06-22T11:14:00.000+07:00

a gift for the special one :)

My driving license!

2010-06-12T12:08:00.000+07:00

Yesterday, I made my driving license in Daan Mogot..

Secret !

2010-06-12T11:52:00.001+07:00

It was my 100 posts!
And in this post I want to tell you a secret..
Actually not a secret for you all, but only for michael :) so I think it's okay if I write it down here because Michael is rare to open the internet, even just for facebook..

Well, this 23rd of June was our 1 month anniversary (nothing special anyway, because everyday I feel so special with this relationship) seriously I've thought that I don't want to prepare anything for this date, but because of my holiday become so boring I try to have something to do and I get an idea to make a present for Michael..
My plan is to make something that will be hang in his car's rearview mirror just like my mom had in her car..

I'm confused what shape should I make, and because Michael like to play with cards and he also like black color, I decided to make it just like an As of heart card in black and white color..

I haven't make the "A" word for the As symbol :)

For the back side, I make the "M" word, one of each pillow card..so it would be M & M, initials of our name..

Please give me advice to make this more beautiful guys :)

G4HuL goes to Bandung

2010-06-10T11:26:00.001+07:00

We have our trip to Bandung on 8-9 June.. This trip was a culinary trip :) and our first destination in Bandung is Ma' Uneh, a sundanese food recommended by Ivan..

After that, we went to "Rumah Mode" , and it took a hour for us to get there, because we were get lost there :) so thankful that Michael's friend helps us and we can find "Rumah Mode" at the end..

I didn't buy anything in "Rumah Mode", and only Jenny and Sharon who bought same boxers!

From "Rumah Mode", we went to "Paskal Hypersquare"

There, we ate a lot.. A Japanese food, "Martabak Hitam" called Mr. Black, "Bola Ubi", cheese and chocolate toast, juices, and also "Yamien"

Then we go to our Hotel (Ponty Hotel) It was located in Setiabudi..

After taking a rest for a while and had a shower in the hotel, at night, really night, we went to the terminal to buy "Perkedel Bondon" and then we go to "C'mar" (near the Asia-Afrika building) to have our late night dinner :)

The next day, we had our breakfast in the hotel at 9 o'clock and had some exercises..I and Jenny play badminton, and the others play table tennis..

Michel and me, eating the fried noodle..

Jenny and me playing badminton while the others playing table tennis..

After that we took a shower and check out from the hotel.. Our next destination is "Rumah Sosis" and "Sate Kelinci Pada Suka"

Next, we went higher to Lembang..We visited "Susu Murni" and have a relax time there..
We play uno card together, while we enjoy the fresh milk and the yoghurt :)
It was cool out there and the place is so nice, really enjoy that time..

Everybodys love Sharon!

M & M

My beloved girls :)

Last trip in Bandung we visited "Kartika Sari", we bought a lot of pastries and cakes for our family and friend in Jakarta and after that we went back to Jakarta..
But! Before went back to Jakarta, we visited Michael's friends in Cimahi first..
Michael wanted to see some magic equipments :)

End of the trip..

10 Things!

2010-06-04T12:04:00.004+07:00

1. A Purse

2. Black Clutch Bag

3. Black Harem Pants

4. Black Jumpsuit

5. Black High Waist Short

6. Black Backless Dress

7. Pastel Floral Dress

8. White Loose Tee

9. High Heels

10. SLR Camera

I've spent my time lately browsing all around online shop searching for all this things..

And I haven't found one :(

1. A Purse

Well, my purse (white/channel) was broke and I can zip it..So, I'm looking for the new one now..

And I just like a black or white color for my purse because it can suit any outfits that I wear..Mm, I think brown color is still OK :)

Notes: I love all MANGO's purse

2. Black Clutuch Bag

I only have one clutch bag, the brown one that I bought in Jogya only for 20 thousand rupiah..That's why I want more :p and once again I just want it in black color! So it can match with any outfits..

3. Black Harem Pants

I want it just for complete my closet :)

I just want at least one piece of any fashion style, so my closet will be complete of many styles..

4. Black Jumpsuit

Also just for complete my closet..

5. Black High Waist Short

I’m getting bored of my shorts because I only have 3 shorts that I often wear together with my sister..

And then one day I saw my friend wearing a high waist short with the gold button on it.. I fall in love at the first sight with that shorts..

6. Black Backless Dress

When I looking for my prom night dress last May, I went to Body & Soul..

I try a simple satin backless dress there..It was awesome and nice! I love it!

But I didn’t buy that because I’m afraid that my father will get mad if I wear that dress, so I just bought the one shoulder satin dress..And now, I can’t forget that dress.. I even want it more now!

Can I have it daddy??

7. Pastel Flower Dress

Nowadays every time I went to Zara with Jenny I saw a lot of Floral and Denim outfits..

And we don’t really like floral and denim actually, so we don’t buy any of it..

But later, my sister seems start to like the floral pattern which is affect me to like it too :)

I started to like floral pattern now but the pastel color only.. I don’t like if the color pattern is too much, just feel uncomfortable wearing colorful dress :)

8. White Loose Tee

This is one of the most outfit that I wanted for so long :)

9. High Heels

It’s a long time for me since my last shoes shopping..Actually I like high heels so much, but I don’t know why lately I rare to bought it..

Until now I have two ankle boots, one is my modern dance boots with the gold color and a big bow and the other is my black suede ankle boots :)

I have blue high heels that my mom bought in Singapore and I also have 3 more..

One is my sweet seventeen shoes (white), I love this shoes so much! Never regret buying this one!

Second is my silver gradation shoes with a little bow on it.. Also love this shoes!

And last is my favorite shoes to hanging on, because it makes me feel comfortable by wearing it..The heels is not to high and not to short, it never made me have a scratch on my feet..The heels color is silver and the shoe is made with the black satin materials..

10. SLR Camera

The last thing I wanted so badly right now is Canon SLR 1000D (I only asked for the 1000D)..

I asked my parents for it since last months, but they didn’t want to buy it..

Maybe I will asked again in my birthday :)

I like photography, but I know I don’t really into it..

Just feel that every moments need to be remembered and one way to helps us remind it is by looking at the photos :)

So, beautiful photo really can make me happy by seeing it! Because it represent the past beautifully..

And I just wanted to make my day remembered beautifully since now, and SLR is a good camera to make it perfect..

apa hubungan mu sama michael wong? cuitt cuittt hahaha.

2010-05-30T09:38:00.002+07:00

Haha..siapa ini? sekarang bisa gw jawab nih pertanyaanya setelah 3 minggu :p

Jawabannya ada di 2 post sebelumnya :)

Ask me anything

How could I'm not melting?

2010-05-29T12:17:00.001+07:00

Last Tuesday Michael and I went to Seggara..We haven't planned it before, it just our sudden decision..
Actually we just wanted to have some dinner that night and we don't know where :)

Seggara was a beautiful place, but I think we should go there before the night or maybe during the sunset..because when I go there at 8 o'clock last Tuesday the view isn't that beautiful than it should be.. I just can saw a dark secenery, I couldn't see the sea at all..
Well, Michael and me only ordered mashed potato with gratin and a glass of ice chocolate mint there..(because we have plan to eat "nasi gila" after that :p )
I took a picture of Michael when we are in Seggara, here it is

When we got back to the car, Michael opened the car door for me and then he asked me not to look back when he opened the back door..
And here are the special part! I just can't stop smiling :) :) :) haha..
Michael gave me a bouquet of flowers..
It was 10 red roses with pink bow..
I really don't expect it, that's why I'm so happy..
And "How could I'm not melting??"
I asked you girlss!

Taking a risk for my happiness :)

2010-05-29T11:52:00.001+07:00

Hi..Just confused what should I write down to this post haha..
I just can't stop smiling since I wrote down the title of this post..
Well, finally I can tell you all that I've found my new boyfriend, his name is Michael Wong and that's it about him :)
Actually I write down this post just want to talk about

"Taking a risk"

This post inspired by my FBI, Clive..
When I told him as my promise not to let him know that I was in relation from someone else, he just asked me back a simple question..

"Are you ready if someday you'll get hurt again?"

I just can reply his bbm "S***! What kind of question is that?" and then I answer the question..

"I'm ready Clive! Those pain are just like snacks for me I've eaten them a lot!"

Hmm, that question is still in my head until now, especially after I heard from my friends that 6 months ago I just like a freak (Clive say that), I just like can't find my happiness (Sharon say that), and my friends Clarissa always told me to be tough, and don't want to be deceived by man anymore just like 6 months ago..

I'm wondering

"What is exactly people saw from me 6 months ago? Am I really look that bad?

I'm glad that I have some amazing friends that care..They were just awesome and I don't want to lose them at all!

Thanks for making me realize about

"I was 6 months ago" and "I am now"

And thanks for reminding me about

"How I should be so grateful that I've past that horrible time" and " How I should act like now"

Also thanks for saying that

"If something happens we are still friends"

Now I just waiting for someone to say

"I'll be there if you need me"
(kidding)

Taking a risk for me right now means that:

"If I had dared to go through a relationship, I also must have the courage to accept the bitterness"

23 May 2010

2010-05-29T11:08:00.000+07:00

UPDATE!
Last Sunday was my big day! Why?
2 special things come to me, and I don't know how to stop smiling that day :)
I just move in to my new house at Gading Residence..
And later in the afternoon, Michael come to my house and then ask me out for accompany him to go to two different birthday places for his magic performance..
The first place is in Bintaro, the birthday girl was 7 years old and she is realy pretty :)
The second place is in Cipete, the birthday boy's name Brandon..His house is really big..there was a swimming pool there and there are many of security and security camera in that house..
I envy them, because their birthday party is more awesome than my sweet seventeen birthday party! haha.
Just wonder how spectacular their sweet seventeen party will be??
Well, the other special thing that come to me lately in that day was....
I have a new boyfriend also :) :) :) (a big big smile)

Let's Play!

2010-05-18T13:49:00.006+07:00

Yeahh finally I went to Dufan with my friends, yesterday..
All of us went there by busway..We arrived there just in time that the locket was opened..
So, Hans bought ticket for us using STNK (sign laters of vehicle ownership) so it will be buy one get one ticket :)

Me and Irene waiting for our tickets

After we got our tickets, we all use the sunblock before entering Dufan..Yeah, play time!

We with the Dufan's Mascot

First, we play Kora-Kora but only 9 of us who played this..Irene didn't want to :) after that we played Journey to Center of The Earth (wings), we played it because the queue is still empty! And next, we played Pontang-Pontang, this game is really hurt me..because until now I can feel the pain of my 2 arms that has been try to hold my body stay in the place and not press irene's body so much!

I was sitting at the back with Sharon :)

Me and Irene before the game starts..

It's already 12 o'clock and Michael say that he was hungry, so we decided to had lunch in McDonalds..

My menu : Beef burger + French fries + Coca cola

After lunch, we all played star wars..Why? because it was the nearest game from McDonalds :)

And because of Dennis never played Halilintar, we decided to play it for him after the star wars!

The girls team and the boy teams were ready for the battle!

The next 2 game that we played was awsome! They were Power Surge and Tornado..

I played both of it and it was nice :)

Only Marcel, Hans, Ichel, Dennis, Mimi, and me who played it

After feeling dizzy because of the Tornado, we want for some refreshing game..Niagara! But that game was closed :( So we just played "Rumah miring" and then "Ontang Anting" ( I don't played this game because I still felt dizzy)

and then we go straigh to "Arung Jeram"

We already get wet in the queue for Arung Jeram

Now after getting wet because of "Arung Jeram" we all changed our clothes and then some of us having their dinner, and the others playing the carousel..

And I get my white horse when we ara playing at the carousel! Happy ^^

I just want to took a picture on the carousel when the light has ON, my last wish to do in Dufan that day :)

New Year Resolution Checked!

2010-05-14T19:05:00.002+07:00

Well, it has been a long time since I posted something about my feeling, umm, love life feeling especially..
Yeah I know, I'm quite rare to post it because I don't want to expose it a lot to everyone (my mom told me not to let everyone know exactly what I'm feeling, because it just embarrassing me sometimes)
And another reason for that is actually I don't have any stories about my love life that I can tell it to you all..
After 6 months being single, umm, nothing I could tell more..My love life seems flat, people come and go, and that's it..Still no one can take away my pain :)
Even though I write in my new year resolution that I shouldn't get easily be cured, I still can't prove it..
But I hope I will, as soon as possible! I'm trying to trust somebody again :)

By the way, talking about my new year resolution that I arranged it seriously last January, I could tell you all that I can prove that I've done all the points there except to enjoy my college life :)
Because I haven't got my college life but it will starts soon!

Oke, then how can I do all my new year resolution? Well actually all of the points were interrelated..
First I told my self to become closer to God and my family, then I can start to think more mature..
I don't know how exactly God teach me how to be mature, but I just knew that when we are closer to Him, we no longer feel afraid to face anything..If I can't get something that I want, I know that God has prepared something better for me.

"If you ask God for something and He say "Ok", that things is exactly good for you..

And if He say "Wait", there is something better than it that soon God will give it to you..

And if it's a "No", God know that it's not exactly what you want and just believed that He has prepared something best for you.."

So, after knowing that I shouldn't feel afraid for everything again, how can any romance affect me too much now?? Is this a hard things for me to just forget him? Of course NOT..
I can reduce complain now, and I know how to be stronger now..
I can smile more! And let my self to bring my own joyful..
Happy to be me, happy to have Him in my life, and happy to have my family and friends :)

Golden Rules of Life

2010-05-14T17:08:00.003+07:00

1st

Don't let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in their life.. Relationships work best when they are balanced..

2nd
Never explain yourself to anyone.. because the person who likes you doesn't need it, and the person who doesn't like you won't believe it..

3rd
When you keep saying you are busy, then you are never free.. when u keep saying you have no time, then you'll never have time.. when u keep saying that you'll do it tomorrow, then your tomorrow will never come..

4th
When we wake up in the morning, we've 2 simple choices.. go back to sleep n dream, or wake up n chase those dreams.. choice is ours..

5th
We make them cry who care for us.. we cry for those who never care for us.. and we care for those who will never cry for us.. this is the truth of life, it's strange but true.. once u realize this, it's never too late to change..

6th
Don't make promise when you are in joy.. don't reply when you are sad.. don't take decision when you are angry.. think twice, act twice..

7th

Time is like a river.. you can't touch the same water twice, because the flow that has passed will never pass again..

Someone broadcast me a message via bbm, and i like this message a lot..So I think I want to share it with you all :)

G - day!

2010-05-09T00:08:00.000+07:00

I have my graduation ceremony today and here are some photos of my graduation..